Yes. I did it last night. And I loved it. I didn't love the taste in my mouth this morning but I loved it last night. It's been like a year since I've had a cigarette and damn if they don't make them taste good. I feel like I've betrayed my body by smoking it. I've been so good at cutting out a lot of the unhealthy stuff lately and then I go and do that!? Because I'm crazy! That's why.
The next time I'll probably take another puff will be like a year from now. Thankfully I don't have an addictive personality so I can last on this high for a while. I do however have an obsessive personality so I can obsess over the taste and feel of it for a year. And thankfully I can do that instead of slowly killing my body from those toxins. Plus watching those damn commercials is enough to push me away from wanting to smoke for the most part. They are fucking creepy!!
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