I google things a lot! If I cant remember how to spell a word (which happens more than I care to admit) then I google it. And I know everyone says not to google your symptoms because it always comes up worse than it probably is. But I can't help it!
When something feels wrong with me I obsess over it, no duh its cause I have OCD, but still. But I'm also wondering if I'm a hypochondriac. I read stuff online and I'm like omg I have that! Or I have that. Or how is it possible I have all of these diseases on the page.
Maybe its because I have spent a good portion of my life in hospitals and even more than that in doctors offices. I don't know. But it is sort of annoying to always be looking for the next thing that may be wrong with me. I look at symptoms and say I think I might have that. And I find reasons to say why I'm 90% sure that's what I have. Of course when I stop to think about it most of the time I know I don't have that. So does that actually make me a hypochondriac or just crazy?
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